| Location | Shrewsbury |
| Age | 5 months |
| Cause of Death | Virus |
| Date of Birth | 08/08/2006 |
| Date of Death | 18/01/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,057 since 26/07/2008 |
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My baby girl was samantha molly may margerison (sammy) she passed away on jan 18th 2007 at the age of 5 months. She has a brother who was only 2 when it happened and he misses her like mad and they had just started to share there bedroom together. it was lovely to see them both playing. The night before we had taken a picture of her smiling and then laid her down in the cot. she was a very smilley baby and had a fantastic chuckle for 5 months old.the next morning we woke up and my husband went into the room to find her lying there, she was blue and cold.he tried to revive her and rang the ambulance our neighbours came round to see if they could help. Then the ambulance arrived and i went with her and my husband followed. They kept trying to revive for 40 minutes until they said they were sorry. It felt like a dream i couldnt believe some one could allow us to nerture and bring up such a happy well baby then within a night take it all away so suddenly. its been a year and a half and sometimes still feels like a dream i hate going to sleep but at the same time feel i could wake up and things would be normal again. we go up and see her garden at least once a week if not more and pictures are in the house every where. Our baby is out of touch but not sight nor mind nor heart. it was a very weird year where i look back and cant remember any months except january and febuary. She was laid to rest on febuary the 6th. Sammy meant everything to us and jack our son keeps us together and keeps us both strong.
Hello baby girl well not quite a baby any more. Big girl now you have turned 5. I cant believe it has been a year since i last wrote to you that makes me feel really bad. hope you enjoyed your picnic party and we left some cake. jacks idea to get you the plant in a pink bucket as he thought you would be into gardening by the age of 5 so hope everyone is teaching you how to look after plants and animals. jack has just been to chester zoo with gaga and tilly and your cousin luke they all had a lovely time. He loves animals loads and is heavily into watching deadly 60 even your little brother is watching it. Daddy has a better job now and is at home more with the boys and me which helps. Your Grandad has moved in with us all and is really enjoying living with us we have moved house but i hope you dont think we left you behind as where ever we are you will be with us. It was a big step for us but we still in same village and your in our hearts all the time. Jack keeps saying he wishes he could touch the sky. We had a fab dayout at Rhyl the other week you made the sunshine so thank you for being with us as we had a lovely time.
missing you loads and wishing you were able to join in with what we are doing but i guess other family members will take you to places like zoos and the seaside. love you Mummy, Daddy, Jack and Ross x x x x
Happy 4th birthday baby girl hope you have wonderful day will write tomorrow just im working so doing it tonight so you get message in the morning x x x love you mummy,daddy, jack and ross
baby girl
To Sammy,
Love you loads miss you every day. Cant wait to be able to hold you again in my arms. jack is learning to swim at the moment and write. he can cycle with no stabilisers and is doing well at karate. Ross your younger brother can walk now and he is a food monster. Daddy got promotion at work just before christmas so thank you for providing him with your spirit to help him through his nervousness in the interview. Hope all the family are looking after you im sure they are. Mummy has stopped her counselling now as you are giving me strength each day. Im changing my job soon so youll have to guide me through my anxiousness. Missing you loads princess i often hear you talking to me . Take care and i be on here again soon and i will visit your garden soon sorry i didnt i just found it too painful . love you angel x x x x x x mummy, daddy jack and ross
to my baby hope you are learning lots and family are looking after you. May nana now give you lots of cuddles and kisses too and tell the family to take you to the swings missing you hope you watched jacks first nativity play wasnt it fantastic him being a angel. if i could watch yours this year i would i know you will be brilliant too.
night night sweat heart look after yourself and spread love to family x x x x x
love mummy, daddy big bro jack and little bro ross x x x x x
little sammy
life has been extremley hard the past three years since you left us i feel like i have been on a down hill rollercoaster that never finishes and i hate rollercoasters as it is.
I wanted to thank you for making me strong amd for giving me the strenghth to carry on. love you loads x x x x x xtalk soon baby x x x x
love you
we went to wonderland yesterday and i couldnt stop thinking about how you loved it there at christmas time. you now have a little brother called Ross, we all worry about him but he is growing well. hope everyone is looking after you i feel really guilty you cant be with mummy daddy jack and ross. everyday i wish you were with us even if it has nearly been 3 years people said it would be easier after time but its no easier its just learning how to act on the front. i dont feel im coping i feel im crumbling slowly. i love you so much and miss you like mad my little angel u will always be. x x x x x x x sending u huge hugs and kisses x x
my baby girl
love you so much never a day goes by where we all remember you. i think about you all the time and wish you were down here with us. The days i struggle to keep going are the days i sense you saying come on mummy dont give up there is some good that is going to happen. sometimes i wonder why we are here, what our purpose is and then i only have to look at your big brother and a picture of you and hug your daddy then i know half of why we here. i know you have been with us through two very tough years and you have been our angel in the sky and i love you so much. You may not be here for me to hug but at least i can now feel your comfort and sense your with me which i could not do in the first year.
We are going to decorate a mini christmas tree for you and i know i dont visit your garden as much as i used to but i hope you will have a lovely christmas with the relatives that are looking after you as well as with us.
Love you my little princess and miss you loads and loads xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx mummy, daddy and jack
I\'m Sorry
I am sorry for your loss I really am. Your little Samantha is with all the other little ones now. I wish it were different for you all I really do.
Take care of yourself.
Love you loads went to your garden today and watered all the flowers it looks lovely there really peaceful jack came with me. We love you loads x x x night night darlin sleep tight x x x x
God Bless xx
Sometimes life can seem so cruel, to be given a beautiful baby girl to cherish and then have her snatched away so suddenly.
It's better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all - and you have some beautiful memories of your baby girl that you can cherish.
God bless you Samantha and send angel kisses to comfort your family and friends who love and miss you every day.
God Bless you all
xxx
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